quarta-feira, 26 de outubro de 2011

The takeover

"Que isso cara, você é dono da sua cabeça, mostra quem é que manda nessa budega"

—Looks like we have a lot of work to do, boys!
—Hella' lotta' work...
—And we are tiiiiired...
—...This ain't gonna be easy.

It's pretty much as if Hanitarian or anyone else of his kind became a god over here... Damn. We'll have to fight our way through all the barriers we've allowed them to create.
Why...?
This is going to be long. Way too fucking long.
Why can't we do it as normal people do...?
But the throne is yours, sir. It's been yours ever since you were born. We have to, and we will, take that back. It's the righteous quest we all were waiting for, ain't it?

As invisible hands pound the piano, making the same awkward note sound through the whole world, we look at each other. Looks like... I'll need more help than I thought I would.

It sends chills down my spine. It's scary to think that there's just so much to be done and perhaps we won't make it out alive. So much...

Don't you feel like crying when you get to think about all the bad things you've done? Don't the tears ask to fall when you remember that you will have to fix it all and risk yourself again? It's...
It's here...
He's smiling at us...
He's gonna kill us...

I... I feel like watching horror movies, but I should be studying... I feel like walking around in the rain, just for the sake of it, but I can't. I can't do all these things that I think that would me happy. I have to study. It will pass, right? The sacrifice is worth it, right? I NEED TO BELIEVE IT IS. PLEASE, TELL ME IT IS. MAKE IT BE WORTH IT. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
I can't ask for help... It would be too stupid... For many reasons... I'd probably not change so fast and thus, it would seem like it was useless. I want different help, something that my head did not foresee, something new, something that I wouldn't have told myself earlier. I...
Don't know exactly who should I run for...
I can't ask people to be there for me, I can't ask them to sacrifice themselves for me... This angers me because I sacrificed myself for 'em before...
What do we do...?

Help me take over what's mine by right...

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