quarta-feira, 23 de julho de 2008

Sometimes truth is one step down

23:55.
What you might read may not make any fucking sense, do not waste your time trying to understand it.
You were warned.
The moon is almost full this night. Not so pretty, or maybe it's just my situation now. If it's my situation, then, no matter which moon, but that's obvious right?
Now, the situation part. I've crafted this... situation. Have I?
There's no problem at reality, the problem is just something at your head. The problem is something you created so you can feel there's a thing to do. But if you created it, why you feel so weak when face it?
And you want people to read it because you are posting it. But why do you want it if people might talk about it, and you don't like to cause problems to them.
I feel the urge to write something indeed. I feel the rage. But, whatever i might write, won't modify reality. It won't create the fire, it won't allow you to free your anger, no blood, no gore, no destruction. I'm not like them, I do not kill people. I'm not that sick. At least out of mind borders. But inside, everyone may be. Maybe all sadistic like you. And you're growing to stay just like them.
And I know what you are thinking just now. The battle in your mind between these two ideas. The problem of it which you see in almost everything you like and the idea of pure people. Pure. But when shall they be corrupted? By what you see in your movies, but you deny.
And the keyword is corruption. Isn't. But you won't say which is because of hipocrisy. And, you are corrupted. But they say you aren't. And you can't judge because this isn't corruption. It's human nature. It would happen sooner or later. Maybe becoming a sicko also. Your nature.
Hate to be human if you like, deny it if you wish. You want to scream now, I know it. But you might be just like them, at least until someone says you aren't. Because now you don't know if it's all about the simple instinct, or if there's something else. There has to be.
And you won't talk to her because you know what you want, sucker.
When you sleep you hear voices, bad voices, screaming "Human! Human!". And now I wish I could laugh.
01:40.
No solution huh?
Until it's proven.

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