Eyes

But... what their eyes can not see...
Is how pretty you look to me...

One day this curse will end. One day, any day, someday...
It's strange to hold the hatred. But it feels good. I know it's stupid to get happy just by knowing I will see you tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. It's always stupid.

But let's enjoy while there's stupidness.

And then I smile as your enter the door.
I hope you never leave. And if I focus enough, you never do. You're always here.

I wonder, how would it feel to hug you?

Watching the sun... watching the snow...

Sigh...

Chain of hatred, part 1

It was a most pleasuring chat, wasn't it?
It was nice...
Yeah...

BUT IT IS STILL HERE

It sucks not to have any subject to talk with people, don't you think?
It does... but I don't feel much like talking to anyone.
Even though you need it more than never now.
I know, I know...

I AM HERE

Just... it's just that... it can't be anyone now. I mean, it never could be anyone.
You were always waiting for special stuff...
It drowned me I guess.
Just a bit. We can handle this.
We can.
You thought about her, didn't you?
Well... yes...
I don't know what to say now haha. It's bad that you focus so much on something that exists only inside your head. But... that's what stops things from going no holds barred.
I know, but, many of the things in this world only exist because we want it to. Like, the world is pretty plain, we put the flavor in it. We create such ideas and notions.

BUILDINGS...
BODIES TORN APART...
THROWN AS DECORATION...

Fuck. We are alone now.
I know it scares and it makes our thoughts race, but it's better than feeling heart beating.
For a while yes.
It will beat soon though...

IT HATES...
WHY DON'T YOU SCREAM WITH ME?

The chain of hatred is now our most beloved burden.
Can you break it?

The great wait

So, we have so much...
So much...
But we are tired.

Not for long.
If there is a hole, we are going to climb.

You there.

Line up for the massacre.