quarta-feira, 18 de setembro de 2013

About relationships

It's undeniable that sometimes we get a bit frailer.
Though some would say that's no weakness, that's an opportunity to know where could our strength lie.
Can't really agree with them, but it doesn't seem to be something that bad sometimes. The big deal with all these troubles is that they are not a case of defined elements.
I thought about writing the things I thought while watching the landscape as the car glided through the road. But it seems a bit dull right now. It seems to have no point.
I just wanted to know what goes through people's heads when they set for something between boyfriend and girlfriend. In my head it feels like it should be something serious, something that demands commitment. It shouldn't be an act of sheer hipocrisy.
And this was a post that came in my head many weeks ago, I don't really remember all of the motivation. It just bugs me sometimes to see some couples out there. Why are people really trying to be together if they don't really like each other?
I know some of the reasons why. I can understand a bit of it. But is just looks... sad.
Within these days, some of the stories that play in my head grew up. Not to their final forms, not even close to that. But I keep on thinking about them.
There were three of them.
I guess now they are two, since the third one somehow disappeared. As stories come and go...
The first one, would be the big big one, between good and evil, two extremes from each side melted down to our human limitations. Both like each other, both try to be close to each other, both try to have a reason for each other. But that ends up separating them. Until the final encounter (which is what actually plays in my head), when they meet over the buildings and truth comes out. I guess I should say I'm sorry for being so abstract over here... but I really wanted to write it someday so, let's keep it like that.
The second one is a much more simple one yet bigger. It's about a heavenly creature that abandons its life to be with one among us. It's not innovative by any means indeed, but I like the way the dialogues run when you get to face that you no longer have the power to protect those you love.
I wonder what was the third.
I wonder why these things keep floating around in my head. I really have to man up and get back to writing...

segunda-feira, 2 de setembro de 2013

Hells go down

I don't know where to start this post, and probably the title has nothing to do with all of it. But as long as I write it, and being me the one who chose the title, I guess it is alright.
Let's say this is a expression that got into my head when I was reading about bad news of bad times. Not that they affect me directly, although pretty much everything affects us, in mysterious ways if you ask me.
This won't be the post yet about the Japan experience. Perhaps a little rant about the aftermath. I miss that place, I miss some of the people (can't say I miss the people, there's some weird shit down there).
Things look a bit awry in this comeback. Maybe it's just me sad that I'm back. Well, not that I'm back, but a bit sad because I miss being there. I guess it's not just missing being a tourist, because this time it looks worse. I guess I really liked it there.
But eventually things will set up. Maybe if I focus a bit more on the people by my side right now the whole process gets a bit quicker. That brings us back to the awry part. I feel people are feeling a bit bad. The situations in which they are involved look bad I guess. That's it.
Also, I'm again lacking time to do everything.
Damn.
But eventually, things get better. Can't complain.

And hell goes down.