terça-feira, 22 de janeiro de 2008

Back to Basics

And here we go. Seems like some "urband legends" might return to our game. It seems that the return of the Yakisoba faction upsets the great majority, but not me, don't know why exactly. Maybe because I think of them as the great power of our server. Even though there were so many accusations of botting and else. Well, I would be really excited with their return.
And soon there'll be Sweeney Todd at the movie theaters. Yeah, I like to write almost at the same time I think, and doing so, I like the way I change topics in a frenzied randomness.
Why so serious?

domingo, 20 de janeiro de 2008

Abyss

So... here we are again. There's a lot of things to talk about, as it is vacation time.
But there's only one thing in my head in fact. And I wish there wasn't. Or maybe not. There has always been this struggle to decide if this bloodthirsty feeling is good or not, well I guess that it can't be good but, sometimes I just feel I love it. And then there was this movie, I really liked it, and I think it's kinda... grosser than what I expected. But far from grossing me, the problem is that I told my girlfriend that it would be alright. Damn man... when I saw the Cloverfield trailer beginning, I somehow felt that something wrong was about to happen. By the way, I liked very much the way the "Why so serious?" at the Dark Knight. Yeah, I didn't see the ending of the movie, just as yesterday (but yesterday there wasn't even the beginning, some problems, doesn't matter now).
Which brings me to the point, probably I strayed absurdly from the sensitivity line, I saw nothing exactly scary in the movie, although they used a lot of the sound burst effect to do the scares. But after all, each one of them was somewhat predictable. I dislike forcing people to watch movies that they can't handle, that's why I normally watch'em alone. No, I don't mean anything closer to something like "I'm courageous, why can't others be?", as I don't believe that watching this or that movie actually proves any courage. It may prove masochism or sleepiness, but that's another topic. I don't know, I just hated that. Not the fact of not watching the movie again, but... ah... who cares. Thought that it would be more (insert some good adjective here) to take her out of the room, yeah, that same voice I told at an earlier post, the righteous voice. It's better this way, guess I would feel even worse forcing her to endure until the last second. But still, I'm not feeling well now.
And then there's the second problem, which has always been the primary one. That inner beast each one of us keep inside. Well, I guess that mine isn't in fact so horrible as it may seem, there are those past stories but maybe as time went on, some parts may not be so accurate anymore. People say I'm a really calm person, and I guess it's true, but there's always that vengeance inside, wanting to wreak havoc, waiting for the time it can't be held anymore. Indeed, I felt it today, what bring me to think that when the day comes, I'd better be alone. But this might not be true, as I'm not so strong or, well, maybe I'm just talking too much.
I need to see Cloverfield.
I love you too much to let you see the fury, I walk away from it all before
letting it go any further.