Prices

There are a ton of things which I could talk about now... But at the moment I'm really concentrated into the problem of my faction at Granado Espada. So, it's manutention time, no play. Our leader was talking about paying for some cash to get more firepower, that's ok. But now that we came to talk seriously, we see that the price is somewhat high for those gpoints. And then, the problem, he thinks about paying those gold seller sites to get more money to the faction. I am totally against supporting botters... ah, the damn botters. Stealing our kills, our drops, our fun. And we pay'em for it?? What the fuck is our problem? Okay, I know, it's his money, he can do anything he wants with it. But, why with this dirty money? So we can get elites for our faction and get super powerful and then we get to the next level of equipment, and then... shall we buy more gold? Then, what's the point of playing? I believe that the real feeling of a faction, or guild, or whatever, is to get powerful slowly, together. Not just getting a bunch of dudes, providing them godly items and then eliminating all bosses around. Of course, I love to eliminate those bosses, but, I wouldn't feel like I was eliminating a boss if all my equipment was bought with botter's money.
So then I thought, for my sadness, and what if pratically all factions out there done just the same thing? Damn, why do we play then? I hope they haven't.
That sucks, really sucks.

Soldiers

I live in another world... a world where there are things like honor and justice. It seems like bullshit today. But I still think about those things.
Somewhat stupid the way that came to my mind, with an exam. Well, wasn't just an exam, it was the exam. All I should do was score a 9 out of 10 and... over. But I don't really think I managed to do that, after all, for having such a low grade at the first test, the chances of scoring a 9 were low... really low.
But that's not the point. The point is that today I caught myself thinking about the whole situation. I mean, I could have given up and studied for the other exams, then I would only re-do the subject again, in the future. But no, somehow in my mind there's this voice saying to go there and try, because giving up a fight is the worse thing you can do in a situation like this. Yeah... probably that's what happens when you play a lot and watch to many epic movies. But, after all, it feels good to look to the past and see that you tried.
Just some weird sensation I guess.

Dead End

So, here I am, unable to play, in the middle of a class with absolutely no point where even the teacher has left the room.
No sound on the computer so I can't watch any funny video nor make people watch shocking videos to have some fun. Well, okay. These are times when you see no real motivation, but you don't really feel sad, so it's not that bad. These moments before very important dates (which you get really afraid of some). Yeah, it's like being dizzy. It will probably change by christmas.
There should be snow over here...