segunda-feira, 17 de outubro de 2011

Eating and thinking

—Om nom nom!
—Heh... I'm glad this day is over!
—WHY? *chew chew*
—I'm tired.
—*Chomp* Here! Eat this! It's tastelicious! *chew chew*
—Haha, not hungry here.
—Aww... but, try it!
—...
—Come ooooon! One piece of it! Just one!
—Okay, gimme.


This was a rather strange day. I didn't get to sleep much this night, didn't even bother trying much anyway, I know about the Sunday's Sleepless Curse, so I'm not going to force myself into it.
Still, I woke up very... awake. Didn't feel like sleeping during class or wishing for it to end as soon as possible, got energy to handle my duties well. That was... weird.
I've been thinking a lot lately, oh well, in some things I guess. Remember the girl from the other post who I wanted to bruise? She... kinda made a surprise appearance, though not physically, she just left a gift. I was told to explode it and record on video, and then send the video to her. Well, that looks far too childish. I'd rather leave it silent as if nothing happened. I don't know exactly, if someone comes up with a better option, I'm accepting suggestions.
I also found an argument that could bring an end to my special money trick. But that's going to be discussed a lot before being approved.
Wondering, wondering...
Psychologist told me things.
Wondering...
Well! I'm enjoying my good mood, today I managed to see the grass and the trees blue! But I still can't see the sky orange, or the ground yellow.
I miss my horror movies...


Whenever nightmares come, you gotta remember that you are still alive, and, sooner or later, they have to go away. My stance toward nightmares is unnatural, since I got used to them. It's always dark... but don't let them fool you. You're bigger than them. What helped me defeat the bad ones was the fact that if they could be what they were, then I could also be something different. That was a child's way of fighting back though. I don't believe it would work for anyone else, but, I just got to think that if the evil beings could be... whatever they were, I could be, the monster I think I am. They were not prepared for what came unto them...
Do not worry! There's always people around you, even if they are far. Count on them, call them.

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