- You did it!
- I did...?
She hugs him.
It's been a long time since he last won a battle this big. The sensation is almost like... an anesthesia. It's good. This gives him hope.
The hug...
Final Fantasy - Ending Theme
terça-feira, 30 de setembro de 2008
Comfort
- Eaten everything? Good. Today you have a big battle ahead, so you need to be strong.
After saying that, she smiled. He didn't say anything, not that he didn't want, just that he felt somewhat childish when she talked like that. And the smile...
He didn't like to feel childish, but since the last day things weren't the way they should, so he liked, because she took care of him. This time he had the power to change things. Things are getting worse as they advance. But every small victory he has serves as fuel for what's coming. They're on the way to the core of the problem, the way to the Third Hell...
Mega Man II - Dr Wily's Castle Stage 1
After saying that, she smiled. He didn't say anything, not that he didn't want, just that he felt somewhat childish when she talked like that. And the smile...
He didn't like to feel childish, but since the last day things weren't the way they should, so he liked, because she took care of him. This time he had the power to change things. Things are getting worse as they advance. But every small victory he has serves as fuel for what's coming. They're on the way to the core of the problem, the way to the Third Hell...
Mega Man II - Dr Wily's Castle Stage 1
segunda-feira, 29 de setembro de 2008
First day
So this is how the first day ends...
I still feel some energy, this time is for real.
- Excellent job today.
- I don't think it was that good.
- You kept your word until the end of the day, that's already good enough.
- Heh... thanks, I guess.
- Come, sleep time.
Rena...
Final Fantasy - The Prelude
I still feel some energy, this time is for real.
- Excellent job today.
- I don't think it was that good.
- You kept your word until the end of the day, that's already good enough.
- Heh... thanks, I guess.
- Come, sleep time.
Rena...
Final Fantasy - The Prelude
Wallbreaker
I need to settle things.
I said I would do it, but I didn't. You always begin things at full energy but the next day you forget what you promised, and then you don't even remember at all, and the circle starts again.
I have this strange feeling that I should apologize to my friends. Sorry then, for I haven't been a good friend... for some time. I can't say lately because it's been some months already, let's say, lately in the last beginning of this vicious circle. It begins nicely, but always ends in disaster, and I don't know how many times have it started already.
I need to get a distance from the world now, until things get back to their normality. I'm pretty sure that this battle I can handle. Thank you for all your support, but it's time to do something myself now.
Keep cold.
Chrono Cross - Scars of Time
I said I would do it, but I didn't. You always begin things at full energy but the next day you forget what you promised, and then you don't even remember at all, and the circle starts again.
I have this strange feeling that I should apologize to my friends. Sorry then, for I haven't been a good friend... for some time. I can't say lately because it's been some months already, let's say, lately in the last beginning of this vicious circle. It begins nicely, but always ends in disaster, and I don't know how many times have it started already.
I need to get a distance from the world now, until things get back to their normality. I'm pretty sure that this battle I can handle. Thank you for all your support, but it's time to do something myself now.
Keep cold.
Chrono Cross - Scars of Time
sábado, 6 de setembro de 2008
Damsel
Seems like we haven't felt like this for a long time huh?
Yeah... maybe it was just a very good movie.
Indeed, but there's something else.
Maybe.
She. I know you liked her.
Guess I did.
What she represents in fact, purity or something alike. Strange, but feels good.
It somehow feels good to have chosen the child.
I thought you had chosen the train?
Well... I... No matter what happens, I'll stand to my initial choices you know? Why give up now? Doesn't make much sense to me. After all, we knew bad times would come.
Deeply, you still have that hope don't you?
Maybe. I can't explain exactly, it's just that she was really terrific.
Yeah, the perfect damsel in distress.
I can't help it, I enjoyed and that's it.
I see, you don't look much talkative now, and don't worry, I'm not going to bother. Keep cold.
Yeah... maybe it was just a very good movie.
Indeed, but there's something else.
Maybe.
She. I know you liked her.
Guess I did.
What she represents in fact, purity or something alike. Strange, but feels good.
It somehow feels good to have chosen the child.
I thought you had chosen the train?
Well... I... No matter what happens, I'll stand to my initial choices you know? Why give up now? Doesn't make much sense to me. After all, we knew bad times would come.
Deeply, you still have that hope don't you?
Maybe. I can't explain exactly, it's just that she was really terrific.
Yeah, the perfect damsel in distress.
I can't help it, I enjoyed and that's it.
I see, you don't look much talkative now, and don't worry, I'm not going to bother. Keep cold.
sábado, 23 de agosto de 2008
Sickening
You know what? Religion is bullshit.
That's it. Humans are not made to have religion. They CANNOT comprehend it. They don't have enough intelligence to stand it. They don't have enough respect for embracing it.
There's no way this is real. It gets more and more obvious each day, that religion is just a reason they've invented to not feel remorses for war. You kill them, but they were from the DEVIL, they were evil, because they believed in a thing you don't believe. Isn't that good, demon slayer? Exterminating families, hope, happiness never felt better. You can throw your frustrations over other people, rape, murder, and many other nice actions of war, and still return home like a righteous paladin.
People can not understand what they supposedly believe. That's ok, humans are morons and we are all destined to oblivion after all aren't we?
We watch it silently, day after day one religion versus the other. Quietly they attack, because they must disguise it under this stupid wall of love and kindness from their gods or anything that might represent something similar.
Praying everyday won't make you a better person, face it. How can people ask for a better world and protection and all that crap after what they do everyday? Oh come on, don't come with the stupid "people aren't perfect". Can't you get better? Can't your fucking gods or icons or whatever make you see how much of an ASSHOLE you are every SINGLE day of your life?
I can't believe you still keep on saying that god or whatever is the greatest and he can pardon your mistakes as long as you regret making them.
But you may be right after all, so... heaven is doomed, hopefully I'm not going there.
That's it. Humans are not made to have religion. They CANNOT comprehend it. They don't have enough intelligence to stand it. They don't have enough respect for embracing it.
There's no way this is real. It gets more and more obvious each day, that religion is just a reason they've invented to not feel remorses for war. You kill them, but they were from the DEVIL, they were evil, because they believed in a thing you don't believe. Isn't that good, demon slayer? Exterminating families, hope, happiness never felt better. You can throw your frustrations over other people, rape, murder, and many other nice actions of war, and still return home like a righteous paladin.
People can not understand what they supposedly believe. That's ok, humans are morons and we are all destined to oblivion after all aren't we?
We watch it silently, day after day one religion versus the other. Quietly they attack, because they must disguise it under this stupid wall of love and kindness from their gods or anything that might represent something similar.
Praying everyday won't make you a better person, face it. How can people ask for a better world and protection and all that crap after what they do everyday? Oh come on, don't come with the stupid "people aren't perfect". Can't you get better? Can't your fucking gods or icons or whatever make you see how much of an ASSHOLE you are every SINGLE day of your life?
I can't believe you still keep on saying that god or whatever is the greatest and he can pardon your mistakes as long as you regret making them.
But you may be right after all, so... heaven is doomed, hopefully I'm not going there.
terça-feira, 19 de agosto de 2008
Walking around town
And this is a sunny day.
Been walking for a while, people just walk around sometimes, without any destiny. Feels fantastic.
There's this child walking around singing "How hell's supposed to be". And it feels just fine.
I look at Billy here, and I can't get afraid. But I wish I could. Why does it feel so fine to be afraid? You know, this sensation, you want to scream until things get so awry they become true. Lately gore has been dominating everything, but as gore increases, the fear diminishes. I almost forgot how fear was. But it is so damn important, how could people forget it?
I don't know, I see Billy here, and there's this... dread sensation of it moving. Toys moving, just like the old times. Good old times.
It won't move, as this is reality, and there isn't such things here. I guess it's good but... I wanted the other way. Urban legends and clowns, why can't we have dark forces? Ok, it wouldn't be good. But still I can't deny the feeling of it being interesting.
This dreadful smile at Billy's face proves it.
Doesn't it?
Been walking for a while, people just walk around sometimes, without any destiny. Feels fantastic.
There's this child walking around singing "How hell's supposed to be". And it feels just fine.
I look at Billy here, and I can't get afraid. But I wish I could. Why does it feel so fine to be afraid? You know, this sensation, you want to scream until things get so awry they become true. Lately gore has been dominating everything, but as gore increases, the fear diminishes. I almost forgot how fear was. But it is so damn important, how could people forget it?
I don't know, I see Billy here, and there's this... dread sensation of it moving. Toys moving, just like the old times. Good old times.
It won't move, as this is reality, and there isn't such things here. I guess it's good but... I wanted the other way. Urban legends and clowns, why can't we have dark forces? Ok, it wouldn't be good. But still I can't deny the feeling of it being interesting.
This dreadful smile at Billy's face proves it.
Doesn't it?
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