Back to Basics

And here we go. Seems like some "urband legends" might return to our game. It seems that the return of the Yakisoba faction upsets the great majority, but not me, don't know why exactly. Maybe because I think of them as the great power of our server. Even though there were so many accusations of botting and else. Well, I would be really excited with their return.
And soon there'll be Sweeney Todd at the movie theaters. Yeah, I like to write almost at the same time I think, and doing so, I like the way I change topics in a frenzied randomness.
Why so serious?

Abyss

So... here we are again. There's a lot of things to talk about, as it is vacation time.
But there's only one thing in my head in fact. And I wish there wasn't. Or maybe not. There has always been this struggle to decide if this bloodthirsty feeling is good or not, well I guess that it can't be good but, sometimes I just feel I love it. And then there was this movie, I really liked it, and I think it's kinda... grosser than what I expected. But far from grossing me, the problem is that I told my girlfriend that it would be alright. Damn man... when I saw the Cloverfield trailer beginning, I somehow felt that something wrong was about to happen. By the way, I liked very much the way the "Why so serious?" at the Dark Knight. Yeah, I didn't see the ending of the movie, just as yesterday (but yesterday there wasn't even the beginning, some problems, doesn't matter now).
Which brings me to the point, probably I strayed absurdly from the sensitivity line, I saw nothing exactly scary in the movie, although they used a lot of the sound burst effect to do the scares. But after all, each one of them was somewhat predictable. I dislike forcing people to watch movies that they can't handle, that's why I normally watch'em alone. No, I don't mean anything closer to something like "I'm courageous, why can't others be?", as I don't believe that watching this or that movie actually proves any courage. It may prove masochism or sleepiness, but that's another topic. I don't know, I just hated that. Not the fact of not watching the movie again, but... ah... who cares. Thought that it would be more (insert some good adjective here) to take her out of the room, yeah, that same voice I told at an earlier post, the righteous voice. It's better this way, guess I would feel even worse forcing her to endure until the last second. But still, I'm not feeling well now.
And then there's the second problem, which has always been the primary one. That inner beast each one of us keep inside. Well, I guess that mine isn't in fact so horrible as it may seem, there are those past stories but maybe as time went on, some parts may not be so accurate anymore. People say I'm a really calm person, and I guess it's true, but there's always that vengeance inside, wanting to wreak havoc, waiting for the time it can't be held anymore. Indeed, I felt it today, what bring me to think that when the day comes, I'd better be alone. But this might not be true, as I'm not so strong or, well, maybe I'm just talking too much.
I need to see Cloverfield.

I love you too much to let you see the fury, I walk away from it all before
letting it go any further.

Prices

There are a ton of things which I could talk about now... But at the moment I'm really concentrated into the problem of my faction at Granado Espada. So, it's manutention time, no play. Our leader was talking about paying for some cash to get more firepower, that's ok. But now that we came to talk seriously, we see that the price is somewhat high for those gpoints. And then, the problem, he thinks about paying those gold seller sites to get more money to the faction. I am totally against supporting botters... ah, the damn botters. Stealing our kills, our drops, our fun. And we pay'em for it?? What the fuck is our problem? Okay, I know, it's his money, he can do anything he wants with it. But, why with this dirty money? So we can get elites for our faction and get super powerful and then we get to the next level of equipment, and then... shall we buy more gold? Then, what's the point of playing? I believe that the real feeling of a faction, or guild, or whatever, is to get powerful slowly, together. Not just getting a bunch of dudes, providing them godly items and then eliminating all bosses around. Of course, I love to eliminate those bosses, but, I wouldn't feel like I was eliminating a boss if all my equipment was bought with botter's money.
So then I thought, for my sadness, and what if pratically all factions out there done just the same thing? Damn, why do we play then? I hope they haven't.
That sucks, really sucks.

Soldiers

I live in another world... a world where there are things like honor and justice. It seems like bullshit today. But I still think about those things.
Somewhat stupid the way that came to my mind, with an exam. Well, wasn't just an exam, it was the exam. All I should do was score a 9 out of 10 and... over. But I don't really think I managed to do that, after all, for having such a low grade at the first test, the chances of scoring a 9 were low... really low.
But that's not the point. The point is that today I caught myself thinking about the whole situation. I mean, I could have given up and studied for the other exams, then I would only re-do the subject again, in the future. But no, somehow in my mind there's this voice saying to go there and try, because giving up a fight is the worse thing you can do in a situation like this. Yeah... probably that's what happens when you play a lot and watch to many epic movies. But, after all, it feels good to look to the past and see that you tried.
Just some weird sensation I guess.

Dead End

So, here I am, unable to play, in the middle of a class with absolutely no point where even the teacher has left the room.
No sound on the computer so I can't watch any funny video nor make people watch shocking videos to have some fun. Well, okay. These are times when you see no real motivation, but you don't really feel sad, so it's not that bad. These moments before very important dates (which you get really afraid of some). Yeah, it's like being dizzy. It will probably change by christmas.
There should be snow over here...

Wicked sick

Yeah... today was a hell of a cool day. Very good to see that your efforts actually were useful.
And there also was this movie to end the night, well, I guess it actually sucks, but I really liked it, maybe it's because today is... today.
There always those days when you feel very well, and in almost all of them there's actually no reason for that. Maybe it's a good movie, but, there's no accounting for a taste and I don't want to discuss about that.
I would really to play a game like Painkiller now, Painkiller is quite impressive for the amount of gore on each stage, and gets even better with those hints for keeping body and blood onscreen. In fact I would like to play Hellgate now, but with a body count... you know, it gets more exciting if you can see the numbers of your carnage.
And also today we had (when I say ''we'' in fact I'm saying ''I'', not so weird when you get used to it) those funny videos. Those ''nasty'' videos that we see the reactions at Youtube. Well in fact they are actually nasty, but, well, the reactions are just so... hilarious.
Just look for 2 girls 1 cup, 2 girls 1 finger, BME Pain Olympics, mr hands, kids in sandbox or spankwire at google. But, you'll be doing this at your own risk. And please put your reaction at Youtube.
Cheers for the twisted minds.

The stand

It'll be just a party after the church...
Just a party...
It'll be fast... it'll be fast...
Just keep telling yourself that.
Just forget reality while you're there.
Just keep away from what they say.
The more you daydream the faster it ends...
It won't last long...
It won't last long...
Just keep telling yourself that.