Anguish

Why must we always fight?
Because... yes.
One will never destroy the other. Never, you know that.
In fact, I don't. Remember, if we don't try, how can we know what happen?
By observing other people's examples.
So, have you observed anything close to us?
Not yet.
See? We are unique, my friend. There's nothing as bizarre.
There is...
But those can't live normally in ''reality''. We are on the border. Just another step into chaos and we'll be just like the over-weird things. But that wouldn't be cool right? Wouldn't be... unique.
That's not what I mean. I just don't want to be super bizarre. I want peace, damn.
Peace, damn? Haha. The child and the train will never ever be in peace. It seems they cannot coexist.
Why not? Light needs darkness doesn't it? Good and evil?
Good and evil? Things are not that simple. You know very well that good and evil are abstract concepts. There is no 100% evil nor 100% good.
Great then. But what about answering my main question?
Which was...?
Why... not?
It's a very nice question indeed... well, last year...
Be careful when you mention it...
As I was saying, last year... there was already a discussion about the child and the train. You even got thinking they could help each other. But they simply can't, why don't you face it?
That doesn't answer shit.
Oh oh calm down there boy. Why don't we play it my way?
Your way?
Yeah, last... well, you know what, we playied your way, and... things got awry after a while. So instead of playing the same style this year, why can't you try something new?
Well, we had already decided to do things on a crazed manner...
Indeed there's some change. But, the core of the playing is the same, admit it. I propose to do the opposite of what you do. What do you have to lose?
I don't know.
Me neither. So, what if there's peace after all, wanna try playing it the opposite way?
The problem is that I still fear...
Fear nothing. We won't know what lies ahead if we never step in it's direction right? And at the moment we are stepping at the direction of the wall.
Do you realize how contradictory you are? You said there couldn't be peace and now you use it as an argument to persuade me.
Well, people can change their opinions right?
In the blink of an eye?
You chose the way of light. I was left to keep on chaos. What would you expect? I'm trying to make a win here, I don't care what the fuck I have to do to reach it. And if you stay there bitchin' about my arguments, we won't get anywhere. C'mon. The core is the same, we have to change it, you are missing something.
What if I ain't?
Don't try to lie to me. We both know you miss something. Actually, we even know which something.
Yeah.
That's all? Yeah? What the fuck is that? Victory for me?
Not exactly. Even though I miss it, even though I feel going wicked day after day, I feel hope also. There's just something.
Tell me which something. I'll kill it, I'll tear it to pieces. Tell me.
This is the funny part, I don't know which something.
Don't try to be funny with me.
I'm not trying. It's like, I feel the madness, but with it, comes the hope of salvation that might come the next day, we never know right? It's pretty good.
You're not making much sense.
So you're the one bitchin' now?
Trying to be funny?
Guess it's no for both questions anyway...
So, keep fighting?
At least for now.