When... every... single... droplet... can... explode... the ocean...
This is not my anger. This is not what I control... but I refuse to be controlled.
God damn it, this is crazy. So many things in your head and you can't even fucking think about them, and your hands don't seem to work for you, this is funny because they should, but they aren't, AND WHY AREN'T THEY?
HAHAHAHAHAHA
You feel like laughing don't you? Stupid. This is insane.
I can't explain it because you can't see what I see, I don't know. It's always been here and it's fucking stupid. I want to break things I want to smash things I just can't be here.
HAHAHAHAHA BURN MOTHERFUCKER
I don't know, do something, stop being so coward STOP BEING SO FREAKING COWARD YOU RETARD
WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM??
This is madness man
HIHIHI AND NOW I KILL YOU, I'LL KILL YOU ALL
You feel like spanking them to death don't you?
I would like to break things to do this stuff
But they are here, I can't make them worried
Perhaps if I go somewhere I can do it
SCREM IDIOT SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM WHY THE FUCK YOU DON'T SCREAM
I like this desert city
SHUT THE FUCK UP
SEE? THIS IS YOUR BLOOD, YOU DIE! LIKE THEM ALL
Haha blue
Feels like smashing this table with your hand right, while they keep on killing themselves, they always do it
And there's this crazy weirdo drooling with his red eyes
So weeeeeeeeeird.
I've never really set myself free right?
Yeah there was always control.
Subtle, but there was. Although you did some impressive job, lately.
NOT ENOUGH.
Well, what's enough for you? You ask yourself to do things that are way beyond do-able you know.
WEAK SHIT
I'm not killing anyone
UNTIL CHRISTMAS, LOOK, LOOK AT ME
LOOOOOOOK AT ME, WE SAME YOU KNOW
YOU'RE GETTING WORSE AS TIME GOES ON, YOU'LL BE JUST LIKE ME
I can't break this fucking table
HYAHYAHYAHYAHYA
Slams head on table
SLAM SLAM SLAM
TILL YOU HAVE NO MORE HEAD
But hey, you're leaving your mark in this world... though it can be cleaned...
DO NOT make this face, like you were deeply thinking
You're right, they can get worried right
AND WE DON'T WANT THEY TALKING
BECAUSE THEY TALK
OH THEY TALK... TOO MUCH... WHY DON'T THEY STOP TALKING KID?
drooooooolls
Ew, what a mess
Free yourself!
FUCK THEM ALL
THEY SUCK LIKE THEIR ANCESTORS
IT'S YOU WHAT MATTERS MY FRIEND, YOU
YOU'RE DIFFERENT, KILL THEM, SLAY THEM, HUMILIATE THEM
I don't know I just wanted to slam my hand somewhere
SCREEEEEEEAM
Till your lungs burst
I like bursts...
THEY ARE WRONG, NOT YOU
YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN WRONG AND THEY MESSED UP WITH YOU
LOOK AT YOU NOW LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK AT YOU NOW
Yeah, I'll just keep slapping you in the face till you look, and you know, you gave me the whole freakin eternity...
FREE FREE FREE
We look nuts don't we? You made us this way
This is pathetic.
I don't know man this is for you, fuck them, it's you the king now.
Atitude man, atituuuuuude.
You don't want it? You just don't do it.
Seems like this christmas won't be that good
LOOOOK AT YOU YOU LOOK LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT AND WE STILL HAVE SOME DAYS AHEAD
HAHAHAHAHA IMAGINE HOW YOU WILL BE FOR NEW YEAR'S DAY
I wish I were stronger.
Yeah we know, we can work on that
FUCK THEM ALL
WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY STILL MAKING NOISE
SHUUUUUUUUUT THE FUCK UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUP RETARDS
So much hidden inside hehe.
You can't pass it here but you can show it by your acts CMON SHOW IT SHOW IT
DO SOMETHING
KILL HER
U R AN IDIOT SIR
She's your sister don't kill her
MAKE SHE QUIET THEN, SILENCE
DON'T THESE MOTHERFUCKERS KNOW SILENCE???
Deranged hihihi
From this point on, we just go more and more down hill...
Stop smiling.
We can burst our hands hitting this table then, when no one is home so you don't worry them
REEEETARD
SMASH SMASH SMASH
YOU CAAAAAAANT DO WHAT YOU SAY
ARE YOU AFRAID OF JAIL? DUN WORRY, THESE FUCKERS WON'T EVEN NOTICE
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHUAHUAHAUAHUAHAUHAUAHAUAHU
sexta-feira, 19 de dezembro de 2008
quarta-feira, 10 de dezembro de 2008
Something weird this way comes
Long time right?
Long time...
I... could write about... a lot of things, but I'm too slow for doing it. Many things in mind, thats mostly a problem, and I guess it's being a problem now (old news, exciting huh?). But I... don't know.
I then write about the thing that did most part of the job of leaving me like this. It's so strange the way people behave... ain't it?
How could they see the eye of the hurricane...? At the eye things are calm, around it, it's hell.
Hurricane... we are like that.
Anyway, this is ridiculous, there's no reason to get so crazed about it. It was just a word, damn it.
Perhaps that's a good thing, I just need to calm down. This is just the beginning of something wicked...
Perhaps I'll break the Law of Greater Hostility.
Long time...
I... could write about... a lot of things, but I'm too slow for doing it. Many things in mind, thats mostly a problem, and I guess it's being a problem now (old news, exciting huh?). But I... don't know.
I then write about the thing that did most part of the job of leaving me like this. It's so strange the way people behave... ain't it?
How could they see the eye of the hurricane...? At the eye things are calm, around it, it's hell.
Hurricane... we are like that.
Anyway, this is ridiculous, there's no reason to get so crazed about it. It was just a word, damn it.
Perhaps that's a good thing, I just need to calm down. This is just the beginning of something wicked...
Perhaps I'll break the Law of Greater Hostility.
segunda-feira, 10 de novembro de 2008
Battle for Christmas
I don't know what you're up to, but I will deserve this christmas.
You don't know how brutal is the fight you're asking for.
I don't know because I don't give a shit about it, it's matterless.
I've had everything I needed. Always. It's time to prove that I deserved all that. I've never proved anything to those people.
Perhaps because you didn't need to prove. Perhaps they already know you deserve.
So, if someone sees you deserve to have everything, you have the rights to be an asshole forever?
Not like that.
This is serious, I really want to deserve these holidays, I need to.
So... mr. I'll-deserve-this-christmas, are you worth these holidays now?
...
I warned you. You suck.
...
The epic feeling has already vanished, hasn't it? You're so predictable. Always like that, HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DONE THE SAME THING IN THE LAST... FOUR MONTHS? You see, this is plain stupid.
This time is different.
DIFFERENT? Why is it different? Because now you've hit rock bottom? Oh come on, how many times haven't you done that?
I'm not even close to rock bottom. Never been. This is a bad situation, but it's a situation I can handle. It may take time, but I never said it would be as fast as lightning.
Oh really? And you think we have the eternity? You have less than one month now.
That's ok for me.
It's ok? YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE THAT YOU'RE GOING TO DO IN ONE MONTH... LESS THAN ONE MONTH, WHAT YOU HAVEN'T DONE IN THREE MONTHS? YOU KEEP ON THIS BULLCRAP EVERYDAY. WHY YOU ALWAYS NEED TO BE SUCH A LOSER? WHY YOU NEED TO MAKE THINGS SO TROUBLESOME WHEN IT COMES TO THEM?
NOW YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU RETARD.
WHAT YOU S...
SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. You see, you talk too much, that's why your blood is in my hands now, filthy blood. If I weren't in a good mood I'd probably have a little of your brain in my hands also, and that would make me very upset. Don't make such a scared face, you will survive. Let's put things like this: I'm lost. I really am. But, I'm trying to pave my way out of this shit. Now, you are not helping me, so I don't need you. And. I need to destroy something, it's like... therapy. So, according to the law of least effort, I can destroy you. It's being a hard time, forgetting everything and keeping positive, so don't come here throw your shit. Because, if I need you, is for meatshield purposes. Oh, yes, get up. You're not that wounded anyway.
I...
Now you are. Oh, such a good mood.
Perhaps I need to become another person now... but then again, it's stupid not being yourself because of someone. No matter what circumstances. I'm probably not becoming anyway. Just fooling around. Burying the past can demand a lot of time. It's a good thing I have a lot of time anyway. The only problem is that you get very lost, and I don't like being lost, well... I guess nobody does. So, I'm lost. But that doesn't mean I'm dead, that doesn't mean I'm on my last breaths. I wonder how can people get to their last breaths because of situations like this, guess they're weak. Well, being them weak or not, it's not important now. The important now is to decide the next steps. You know, it would be damn easier if I just charged on any possible target, but then again, that wouldn't be me. Or perhaps I'm complicating everything for no reason. But I really feel like being a sucker by doing that, so it's not an option.
Aiming to like no one is just too utopic. I can't deny it would be terrific, but at the moment we deal with realistic options (or at least options that try to get close to being realistic). I've tried to keep myself busy 24/7 but it just ended up being too damn tiring. Although I had some serious fun, but I guess it can be better without that much activity. All in all, we end on the point of equilibrium (once again, as ever) that I just can't hit, and probably 99% of the people also can't (if you can, kudos for you). Memory can be deadly, but, we're doing one hell of a job in burying everything, we'll get there, I know we will.
Thing is, I'm not into charging into any girl that appears, it's not... me (duh, I love to repeat things). Perhaps because I would feel bad for just... using them. They are more than substitutes. Damn, this is complicated. A friend of mine has once said that women like to be treated bad (or most women, I don't remember every word exactly), then, I guess it's game over for me. Well, I've treated bad before of course, but it's not a thing I am proud of having done. People fail, that's the way they are. I just don't know whether I should try or not, pretty pathetic ain't it?
Anyway, christmas is on the way. That's the best time of the year, even though there's no snow over here. Things will get more and more harsh from now on...
I thought about ending this with some positive thoughts but I just can't find any that really could make the difference. Well, this is it then.
You don't know how brutal is the fight you're asking for.
I don't know because I don't give a shit about it, it's matterless.
I've had everything I needed. Always. It's time to prove that I deserved all that. I've never proved anything to those people.
Perhaps because you didn't need to prove. Perhaps they already know you deserve.
So, if someone sees you deserve to have everything, you have the rights to be an asshole forever?
Not like that.
This is serious, I really want to deserve these holidays, I need to.
So... mr. I'll-deserve-this-christmas, are you worth these holidays now?
...
I warned you. You suck.
...
The epic feeling has already vanished, hasn't it? You're so predictable. Always like that, HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DONE THE SAME THING IN THE LAST... FOUR MONTHS? You see, this is plain stupid.
This time is different.
DIFFERENT? Why is it different? Because now you've hit rock bottom? Oh come on, how many times haven't you done that?
I'm not even close to rock bottom. Never been. This is a bad situation, but it's a situation I can handle. It may take time, but I never said it would be as fast as lightning.
Oh really? And you think we have the eternity? You have less than one month now.
That's ok for me.
It's ok? YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE THAT YOU'RE GOING TO DO IN ONE MONTH... LESS THAN ONE MONTH, WHAT YOU HAVEN'T DONE IN THREE MONTHS? YOU KEEP ON THIS BULLCRAP EVERYDAY. WHY YOU ALWAYS NEED TO BE SUCH A LOSER? WHY YOU NEED TO MAKE THINGS SO TROUBLESOME WHEN IT COMES TO THEM?
NOW YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU RETARD.
WHAT YOU S...
SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. You see, you talk too much, that's why your blood is in my hands now, filthy blood. If I weren't in a good mood I'd probably have a little of your brain in my hands also, and that would make me very upset. Don't make such a scared face, you will survive. Let's put things like this: I'm lost. I really am. But, I'm trying to pave my way out of this shit. Now, you are not helping me, so I don't need you. And. I need to destroy something, it's like... therapy. So, according to the law of least effort, I can destroy you. It's being a hard time, forgetting everything and keeping positive, so don't come here throw your shit. Because, if I need you, is for meatshield purposes. Oh, yes, get up. You're not that wounded anyway.
I...
Now you are. Oh, such a good mood.
Perhaps I need to become another person now... but then again, it's stupid not being yourself because of someone. No matter what circumstances. I'm probably not becoming anyway. Just fooling around. Burying the past can demand a lot of time. It's a good thing I have a lot of time anyway. The only problem is that you get very lost, and I don't like being lost, well... I guess nobody does. So, I'm lost. But that doesn't mean I'm dead, that doesn't mean I'm on my last breaths. I wonder how can people get to their last breaths because of situations like this, guess they're weak. Well, being them weak or not, it's not important now. The important now is to decide the next steps. You know, it would be damn easier if I just charged on any possible target, but then again, that wouldn't be me. Or perhaps I'm complicating everything for no reason. But I really feel like being a sucker by doing that, so it's not an option.
Aiming to like no one is just too utopic. I can't deny it would be terrific, but at the moment we deal with realistic options (or at least options that try to get close to being realistic). I've tried to keep myself busy 24/7 but it just ended up being too damn tiring. Although I had some serious fun, but I guess it can be better without that much activity. All in all, we end on the point of equilibrium (once again, as ever) that I just can't hit, and probably 99% of the people also can't (if you can, kudos for you). Memory can be deadly, but, we're doing one hell of a job in burying everything, we'll get there, I know we will.
Thing is, I'm not into charging into any girl that appears, it's not... me (duh, I love to repeat things). Perhaps because I would feel bad for just... using them. They are more than substitutes. Damn, this is complicated. A friend of mine has once said that women like to be treated bad (or most women, I don't remember every word exactly), then, I guess it's game over for me. Well, I've treated bad before of course, but it's not a thing I am proud of having done. People fail, that's the way they are. I just don't know whether I should try or not, pretty pathetic ain't it?
Anyway, christmas is on the way. That's the best time of the year, even though there's no snow over here. Things will get more and more harsh from now on...
I thought about ending this with some positive thoughts but I just can't find any that really could make the difference. Well, this is it then.
segunda-feira, 20 de outubro de 2008
Survive or Die
So... this is it.
There have been a lot of strange happenings lately, but it all vanishes in his head while heading closer and closer to his destiny. Some time after today's trial he might remember what's been going on, and try to understand it.
They kept on walking. To a place that should not exist.
Dragonforce - Through the fire and flames
There have been a lot of strange happenings lately, but it all vanishes in his head while heading closer and closer to his destiny. Some time after today's trial he might remember what's been going on, and try to understand it.
They kept on walking. To a place that should not exist.
Dragonforce - Through the fire and flames
quinta-feira, 2 de outubro de 2008
Dawn
- I know it went wrong, but you weren't defeated...
- I don't know. I indeed feel good for I have at least done what I could but... still... I lost...
- YOU DID NOT LOSE!
She slaps him.
- Please don't give up, please. You knew it wouldn't be easy, do not give up on the first trouble.
Tears from her eyes... he doesn't know what to say.
- I'm not giving up, not like this, ok?
Perhaps, he knows. He takes her tears away.
The driller is close.
Final Fantasy - The Prelude
- I don't know. I indeed feel good for I have at least done what I could but... still... I lost...
- YOU DID NOT LOSE!
She slaps him.
- Please don't give up, please. You knew it wouldn't be easy, do not give up on the first trouble.
Tears from her eyes... he doesn't know what to say.
- I'm not giving up, not like this, ok?
Perhaps, he knows. He takes her tears away.
The driller is close.
Final Fantasy - The Prelude
terça-feira, 30 de setembro de 2008
Mission Accomplished
- You did it!
- I did...?
She hugs him.
It's been a long time since he last won a battle this big. The sensation is almost like... an anesthesia. It's good. This gives him hope.
The hug...
Final Fantasy - Ending Theme
- I did...?
She hugs him.
It's been a long time since he last won a battle this big. The sensation is almost like... an anesthesia. It's good. This gives him hope.
The hug...
Final Fantasy - Ending Theme
Comfort
- Eaten everything? Good. Today you have a big battle ahead, so you need to be strong.
After saying that, she smiled. He didn't say anything, not that he didn't want, just that he felt somewhat childish when she talked like that. And the smile...
He didn't like to feel childish, but since the last day things weren't the way they should, so he liked, because she took care of him. This time he had the power to change things. Things are getting worse as they advance. But every small victory he has serves as fuel for what's coming. They're on the way to the core of the problem, the way to the Third Hell...
Mega Man II - Dr Wily's Castle Stage 1
After saying that, she smiled. He didn't say anything, not that he didn't want, just that he felt somewhat childish when she talked like that. And the smile...
He didn't like to feel childish, but since the last day things weren't the way they should, so he liked, because she took care of him. This time he had the power to change things. Things are getting worse as they advance. But every small victory he has serves as fuel for what's coming. They're on the way to the core of the problem, the way to the Third Hell...
Mega Man II - Dr Wily's Castle Stage 1
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