segunda-feira, 22 de novembro de 2010

Smashing dreams

Hey boss... what do we do now?
Keep moving. We will find a way out of this maze. No matter what.


I wonder how long will it take. It's weird, been feeling these scents that remind me of people of ancient times all day. And the fucking day is still far from ending. I want to break something.
Piece by piece...
Slowly we shred these stupid thoughts. We don't need these. There was this stupid idea about someone trying to stop me when things got on the brinks of destruction, felt good. But that's not what I need, because there's no magic in this fucking world. These things do not happen here at reality, so, we've gotta put an end to it, there will be no girl trying to stop us when things get really awry.
I wish I could hurt people without going to jail.

segunda-feira, 8 de novembro de 2010

Master

WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!
I... I don't know...
GET THE FUCK UP, NOW!
...
DO YOU KNOW WHY ARE YOU ALIVE UNTIL NOW? DO YOU, YOU VERMIN?
I, I don't.
Because you're so pathetic it's almost ridiculous to kill you. It's disgusting to look to at you. SEE? YOU CAN'T EVEN SLEEP, IS IT REALLY THAT HARD? I JUST ASKED YOU TO SLEEP, AND YOU CAN'T EVEN DO THAT. WHAT DO WE DO NOW?
I don't know....
Seems like beating you doesn't work, want more scars you little piece of scum? COME HERE.
No, no, please, no...
'KAY, SO I'LL HAVE TO TAKE YOU BY FORCE.
...
STOP FUCKING CRYING.
...
THERE, SEE IF THIS MAKES YOU LESS RETARDED!


And so the boy stood in the dark room. It smelled to rotten flesh. His companions were there for a few years. His left eye hurt too much. In fact, most of his body. The corpses around weren't that much of a problem for he couldn't walk away nor push things. One broken arm, one broken leg. A few teeth missing. Scars here and there. Forever.

quinta-feira, 4 de novembro de 2010

Security breach

Theeeeeen, what now?
I don't know, but I just can't take this smile out of my face, haha!
I see. Well, you're aware that this won't last much longer, aye? We found a security breach, they will come for us soon.
Let them come, we'll use this chance the best way possible. There, we have access to the speakers. Ready?
Aye!


Smile.
Even if it's just for once. If you manage to do it, you're running the risk of making things happier, or of smiling more. Even if it's all gray, and you get to look silly, at least you will then be someone that can make others laugh. And even if they are laughing at you because you look stupid and there's some kind of evil motivation for their laughter, there may be one among them that's smiling because you look funny, that innocent kind of laughter.
If you manage to get ONE, innocent and sincere laughter, or even a smile, then you've won. Sure, you've won a battle, not the entire war, but hey, nowadays it's not that easy to even win one single battle. You're ahead.
Then maybe it gets too gray, and you can't even force a smile, no more laughing. There will be someone there to act silly, or to share your pain. Just try. It's a risk you've gotta run, be there for someone, and there's a risk someone will be there for you. Help someone, and you'll be taking the risk of having someone to help you.
It's never a hundred percent correct, but once is already a world.
I'd like to see you smile. Because even being who I am, the one who admires tears, because when people get sad I can help them and feel that I've done something great, I'm taking the risk. The risk of seeing something that may not be as good as what I mostly want to see, but hey, it may be better, so, why not?


I foresee disaster.
Me too, brother, me too. But hey, facing disaster is our business.
And business...

segunda-feira, 1 de novembro de 2010

The demon is dead?

I feel like exploding.
I can see a rocket flying in the sky, the sky is pitch black, there's no star, there's no moon, and I can feel some kind of interest toward it's destination, but I don't know where is it going.
I guess I don't know where's everything going, maybe, just maybe, this is the sign we were waiting...
I want my baseball bat.
Perhaps some people weren't meant to exist. They are here just to create problems. What do we do now?


I'd say, run as fast as you can. Run until you reach somewhere safe, somewhere you can trust people. Or just run until you can't even trust your legs anymore...


Why is it getting so dark? What has happened?
You said it would fix everything... but it didn't. And I guess even if it makes me feel nothing toward anyone anymore, things will stay odd...


I guess there's some feeling inside you that did not accept erasure...
Maybe he's out to get us now.


Can you help me?